Hey guys! the first semester of my second year at uni is over for the christmas holidays which means everything is handed in! This is a creative piece of writing i did for one of my classes Genre and Form. I really enjoyed writing this so i'd love it if you'd give it a read! xo
The early morning light
pushed its way through the curtains as Eva woke from her peaceful slumber. Her
eyelids fluttered open and she rolled over to check the time displayed on the watch
that was on the cabinet beside her. It was 8:30am. Fuck, I was meant to be awake half an hour ago. Cade will be waiting
for me. Goddamn Eva! Eva threw back her duvet and sprung to her feet,
dashing into the bathroom where she carelessly shovelled a toothpaste-covered
brush into her mouth, while simultaneously pulling off her pyjamas and pulling
the shower cord on. I am going to be so
late. Minutes later she re-appeared in a towel, hair dripping wet and pulling
things out of her wardrobe trying to decide what to wear. Cade always likes it when I wear green. She picked out a dark green
corduroy skirt and matched it with a black knit sweater. Easy but still stylish. Eva smiled and put on her chosen outfit in
a hastily fashion. What am I going to do
with my hair? I can’t leave it wet but I only have 20 minutes to meet him was
what was currently circling around Eva’s brain. She settled with half drying it
and shoving half up into a messy bun. She then quickly put on some mascara and
a touch of lipstick, grabbed her bag, which she was literally throwing her
essentials in to, zipped up her boots and slammed the door behind her.
She arrived at her and
Cade’s arranged meeting spot, a small and quaint café in the heart of
Brighton’s town centre, at 9:25am. Cade was sitting outside, sipping on his
usual, and by the looks of it, his second medium cappuccino. He glanced upwards
as Eva approached. “Hi Eva.” He said, giving her a smile and then a kiss on the
cheek as she leaned in for a hug. “Hi hun, I’m so sorry I’m late. I must have
been in a deep sleep and didn’t hear my alarm go off.” Eva meekly said. Why isn’t he more annoyed? This kind of
thing always gets him riled up. He would usually tell me if something I’ve done
has bothered him. “How’re you doing?” Cade took another sip of his coffee,
and gazed gently at Eva. “I’m fine.. you?” she hesitantly asked back. Why is he being so strange? This is not like
him at all. “Yeah, good.” Then after a short pause, he continued with
“Well, no, actually. We need to talk.” Oh
god, what does he want to talk about? Maybe he wants to break up, or he’s met
somebody else, oh god oh god no. I hope I’m wrong. Cade cut off Eva’s
panicked stream of thought and came straight out with “To cut a long story
short.. I’ve met somebody. I’m so sorry Eva. I’d never intentionally want to
hurt you, you know that, right? Right, Eva?” His voice started to quiver as he
finished speaking, but he coughed quietly as to regain his composure. Eva stared
blankly at his face, barely even blinking. Fuck.
I wonder who she is. Tears began steadily falling from her eyelashes and
caressing her cheeks, before dropping from her chin. They both sat there in
silence for a while. “Eva, please say something.” Cade nervously asked. I can’t believe this is happening. This
can’t be happening. “I don’t think there’s anything else to say, Cade. This
is it. You’ve met someone else and there’s nothing I can do about that. I think
I should go.” The strength in Eva’s words surprised her, although the very
apparent tears were still streaming down her face as she got up from her chair.
“Please don’t go like this Eva. Maybe we should talk about it. It isn’t anybody
you know and it all happened so quickly, I...” Cade’s words trailed off as Eva
started walking away and running her hands through her hair, trying to hold
back the sob that was stuck in her throat. Cade got up too and quickened his
pace in order to grab her arm. He lifted up her chin and tried to look her
direct in the eyes, which was seemingly hard as she was trying her best to
avoid him, squinting her eyes shut and biting down on her lip in order to
suppress the sob, which was now almost at the point of escaping. Eventually,
she wiped her eyes with her free hand and turned her head sideways to look at
Cade. He begun “Eva, listen. I’m sorry, I’m so so sorry. I love you, I do,
really, but I can’t deny that I have feelings for somebody else. I have to let
you go, it’s the only fair thing to do. You’ll always be that girl that I met
in the quiet section of the library, you know. When you accidentally knocked
over a trolley full of books and everyone turned to look at you. I’ll always
remember. You’ll always be that girl with the Crimson hair. My girl.” He told
her. Lies. All lies. Eva gave a small
laugh, but her facial expression quickly turned back into a frown and she
pulled his hand away from her face, pushing him back slightly in the process.
Cade looked hurt. I can’t believe he’s
feeding me this bullshit. And why does he suddenly look so hurt? He isn’t the
one who now has to go back to an empty flat and sit there in self-pity and go through
every tiny detail in his mind to work out what it was that he did wrong. “Bye,
Cade.” Were Eva’s final words and before Cade had a chance to reply, she began
walking back home, her pacing irregular as she was stopping every now and then
to catch her breath from the sobs that had now taken over.
Eva arrived back at her
flat, dumped her bag on the floor and flopped onto her bed. My heart is breaking and he’s got himself
some new woman. How is this fair??? She rolled over and checked the time on
her phone; it was almost 10am. So I’ve
got to get through the whole day feeling like this. Great. In an attempt to
not have an emotional breakdown, Eva made herself a large mug of tea and decided
to play a record while she kept herself busy doing the mundane and very boring
chores around the flat. Is this really
what my life has amounted to? Crying silently to myself while I do the
housework? This is all like something from a movie; not my actual life. Ha. Eva
gave out a small, melancholy laugh and continued to sort, tidy, hoover, clean
and tidy some more until every task possible, was done.
A couple of hours had
passed by now and Eva made the decision to head out. She was thinking of going
to her favourite bookshop that has a bar situated right at the back, perfect
for her to sit and wallow in her self-misery while she had a good book in one
hand and a glass of wine in the other. It’s
definitely not too early to start drinking, is it? Eva wondered. I mean, it’s a Friday and heck, I deserve
this after the way Cade has treated me. Eva’s facial expression immediately
turned into something that looked positively sour and unimpressed, as if the
word ‘Cade’ had left an acid-like taste in her mouth. She slowly moved her hand
upwards to touch her lips, shut her eyes and shook her head. I will not let this ruin me. I guess he
isn’t who I thought he was, but that’s no reflection on you Eva. Remember that
– and don’t let him think he has control over your emotions. He doesn’t. Not anymore.
Eva got her things
together for a second time that day and made her way to the bookshop that was
in one of Brighton’s Lanes. Once inside, she ordered herself a large glass of
white wine and found herself a hefty copy of Alice in Wonderland to read. She found
a little booth to herself, took a large sip of her Pino and got herself
comfortable. This is exactly what I need.
Ca- she begun, but quickly
adjusted her words – that tosser isn’t
worth my thoughts, let alone my tears. Just enjoy yourself Eva. And hey, you
might end up meeting somebody else too.
An hour or so had
passed and Eva was now on to her second glass of wine. People had been coming
in and out of the bookshop all the while she was there, but there was one guy
who had been sat at the other side of the room and every now and then she would
catch him looking in her direction. I
wonder what this guy is peering at. Is he looking at me? Is he trying to look
for someone he’s meeting here? Eva couldn’t quite work it out. After
another fifteen minutes had gone by of this mysterious man looking in her
direction, Eva put her book down, stood up and walked towards the ladies
bathroom; she wanted to see if he followed her so she’d have a little more
indication as to what, or who exactly he was looking at this entire time. After
five minutes had passed and she had fixed her hair and touched up her lipstick,
she steadily opened the door and glazed her eyes across the room. She couldn’t
see him anywhere. Maybe I’m just
imagining things and he’s still sat in his seat. Maybe I’m just going crazy
after what happened earlier today. She made her way back to her booth where
to her complete and utter surprise, was the guy, casually just sat in her spot,
with his book and a cup of coffee. Eva spoke, but her words weren’t coherent in
the slightest. “Erm.. what.. what are you...” “The name’s Theo. I noticed you kept looking over at my table, at me and my dashing looks, no doubt. Oh, don’t worry, I’m flattered. Really.” Theo spoke at her while not lifting his gaze from the book he had clasped in his hands. He nudged his glasses further up onto the bridge of his nose, and after a couple of seconds, gave Eva the satisfaction of his eye contact. Who IS this guy? Me looking at him? Is he seeing things? And now he’s sat at my table? Eva was completely speechless and her face didn’t move, not even an inch, as if it had been set in stone. This must have caught Theo’s attention because his face now became slightly worried-looking and he quickly spoke again “Hey, I’m only kidding. Are you alright? Truthfully, I saw you and thought you seemed… interesting. I can leave if you want...” Eva found her voice and piped up with “No, no it’s ok. Sorry, I’ve had a rough day. Stay. I guess some company would be nice.” Eva gestured for him to budge over and made herself comfortable again. “One thing though. You said I seemed interesting. Interesting how?” This time before he spoke, Theo bookmarked his page and placed it in his lap in order to give Eva his full attention. “Well” he begun “I saw you come in, you’ve got such fiery hair, I kinda couldn’t not notice that.” He gave her a smirk, then continued “and then I saw that you were reading Alice in Wonderland. Like I said, interesting.” Eva found herself not actually listening to what he was saying but watching the way that his lips were moving, examining his jawline, tracing with her eyes what his broad shoulders would look like without his shirt on. She snapped back into reality and felt an inner burn in her stomach and her face started to flush. She looked up at Theo, his eyes were twinkling and he gave her a Cheshire cat grin. “Getting lost in our thoughts, were we?”